As you people may have noticed, I'm still not exactly active --- anywhere. First off, this is because I am, as always, grounded which means that I'm not SUPPOSED to be on the comp. Second... life's been.... kinda hectic and chaotic lately.... for a number of reasons.

First off, I changed schools --- the disctricts around here got rezoned again do to a 'bit' of an overpopulation problem.

Second, I've noticed that I am growing apart from pretty much all my friends, both online and in the RL.... that and I also seem to be being... rejected, sort of. I mean, before, I always felt like I was exactly needed like I didn't have to be around but... now, it seems like I really am a nusance (sp) to everyone... atleast in RL.

Third..... Well, the 'duh' for any teen girl --- boy troubles. You guys are gunna get mad at me for this, but during my extended hiatus I actually slipped into and fell out of a VERY tight relationship with someone who is actually, without a doubt, the best guy in the world (Excluding you, my brother-kun stalker buddy xD)... and that didn;t end on exactly the best terms... it's complicated and..... It's been.... well, it's going on the third month since we broke up and.... I'm still dead in love with him. Yeah, yeah, I know. I'm a teen, I shouldn't say that. But I have no doubt. And don't anyone of you say 'lust' 'cause there's not.... wasn't any sort of real physical attraction, atleast not one that either of us mentioned. We met and got to know eachother through our brains (I kid you not, I had every last one of my advanced classes with him up to the point that I changed schools O_O ) and then... through our hearts and our interests. And... well, I am... was his first 'real' girlfriend. Rhen-san was his first overall but.... well, I'm not sure if that entirely counts, for numerous reasons.

But, yeah, I better get going, not supposed to be on, as I said.

Love ya'll
~May, Over and Out!